I will not let you make a bad habit out of me
When you left I was no longer yours,
I was never yours to begin with
and you cannot come and go as you please.
I will not let you make a bad habit out of me.
Yet somehow those words seemed to offend you.
Like you somehow felt that I was yours,
till you find another.
But my mother did not carry me for nine months,
to be indebted to you
when we ended after two months
something you refuse to
acknowledge unlike my birth.
I will not let you make a bad habit out of me
because you see no wrong
and it doesn’t feel right.
I deserve better and I plan to receive the very best.